Nothing Gets Better
April 4, 2015
Sometimes, in my dreams I just fall asleep;
Other times I lose all my teeth.
And I wake up, clenched fist, sore jaw, can’t open my eyes,
With blood on my palms, I am ready to fight.
I will swing out dangerously
At anyone who comes near me.
I want to make it very clear right here, right now,
That I have nothing left to lose.
At night, it feels like, at any given point in time,
A bus is gonna crash right through my wall,
And the only thing that seems worse than never waking up
Is waking up again (holy shit).
'Cause nothing gets better,
Nothing gets better for anyone.
Nothing gets better,
No, nothing ever does.
Sometimes, when I’m in bed I just can’t fall asleep.
I relive my entire day, it always disappoints me.
Because I’m getting so fucking tired of this
Shit show I call my life, yeah, I am
So fucking tired all the time.
Sometimes, when I drive I almost can’t stop myself.
The car veers, I wonder what it’s gonna be like in hell,
'Cause I hope to god that this is it,
That I can finally just get some fucking rest.
I want to fall asleep and never wake up again.
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